i'm such a slick guy... guess what i've just found?
to whoever owns the account where i got this, i'm sorry... but thanks to you, i got to know my girlfriend better... by the way, they are talking about aki... these are messges fom my own girlfriend... her own words... let me see how she'll deny this once i confront her...
August 25, 2004 10:32 PM
Nwei, where and when to meet you again? I don’t
know.. but I olweiz attend on cosplay events..
er.. usually going as mana.. and im planing to
have aki as my gackt on c3con.. well, i like that
guy too.. er, not what you're thinking.. i mean, i
like him as my bloodmate.. and the way he speak,
it feels like i dont need to talk anymore in order
to let them know what im thinking.. we usually
think the same and have the same wicked thoughts..
i enjoy his company and in fact, im always
looking forward to meeting him every week.. damn..
his bites on my arms still hurt.. but its
alright.. cuz i bet my bites on his neck hurts
too.. well, i think, this is enough for now.. good
luck
REACTION: hope you both burn in hell... together...
August 30, 2004 6:21 AM
i consider him as my
bloodmate and actually, im always craving for his
blood, i want to bite him everytime.. i want to get
close everytime i see him.. and i want to feel his
heartbeat faster than mine .. damn it.. im just
controlling myself but honestly, im getting addicted
to him..
actually, i had my gackt before (his name is polo,
the one who cosplayed gackt last c3con) and we
were planing to do the yaoi part on 'brise' but he
had some family problems so i was forced to look
for another gackt.. it was really hard to find one
who coul meet up my requirements cuz im a
perfectionist but i hope that aki could somehow
do it..
REACTION: oooh... and i bet it thrills you to have him on top of you...
August 31, 2004 6:50 AM
nwei, bout aki, hmm..
i really do think that i am gettin addicted and i
know what you're sayin bout his attitude.. yeah. i
have noticed it.. if i am one of those muggles, im
probably be crying like an insolent fool right
now.. but damn.. believe it or not but i like it..
i like his attitude.. and even if he seems to
treat me in a cold manner at times, i think it's
great.. i cant explain why but i like him the way
he is right now.. damn..
REACTION: let me break it down for you... you are addicted to him and you love him...
September 2, 2004 4:04 AM
*blushes* WAII!! LOOK!!LOOK!! HE
MADE ME A TESTIMONIAL.. hihihi.. *falls down the
chair* whew! anyway, honestly speaking, i like
him a lot (hey!know what? i cant believe that i
had the guts to tell him bout that.. good thing
that nothin have changed between us).. and yeah,
i know that he already have a gf *sighs* (too
bad..) and if im the kind of person who i used to
be, i may have stolen him by now.. but damn.. im
tired of it.. im tired of doing such things.. and
im still confused as of now.. on what should i
do.. that's why im thinking.. again and again..
maybe, ill do it again.. maybe, i wont.. it would
just depend on how i feel..
And another yes..many persons have already told me
that we look good together.. like the gackt_x_mana
thingy, the vampire/bloodmate thingy, our
attitudes, etc.. and im so happy for that.. haha!
i know i would like his sadism.. and
huh?pervyness? haha! we're planin to do a yaoi
scene(him as gackt and me as mana) *sweatdrop*,
but im not yet sure bout it..^_^
REACTION: why don't you just fuck him? he would definitely love that...
September 10, 2004 6:14 PM
im
just worried about aki.. i have also texted his gf
that night and explained everything to her and
told her that i dont have any intention to steal
his ex and im just like that (like what ive said
in the bulletin).. then she told me that i should
feel free to be with aki cuz he's not her bf
anymore.. well, fine! i will.. but it just feels
so fine that aki seems to be alright now.. and we,
his friends, are trying to help him to move on..
REACTION: you should've stolen him, you know...
September 15, 2004 8:24 PM
damn.. i
hate to see him like that.. i dont want him like
that.. and now, i think you already understand why
i am doing all those stuffs.. what i mean is about
the friendster messages and being with him
everyday and why i hate that damn girl.. im not
stealing him or anything.. i just want to help him
recover from what happened.. im doing my best to
make him forget, to make him a bit happier.. even
if the sound of her name breaks my heart.. even if
every wound of him drowns me in tears (of course,
excluding those when we are in blood rush).. to
tell you honestly, he's always making me cry.. im
just hiding it.. im just hiding my tears.. when
he's acting like that, when he's getting
sentimental, i cry.. i always want to see that
smile on his face.. i dont know why i care for him
this much.. i really dont know why.. i shouldn't
give a damn.. but i dont know what's pushing me
back.. damn it.. how i care for him..
REACTION: no you don't care for him... you love him...
September 17, 2004 3:46 AM
damn.. i dont know why i feel like this.. i shouldn't
care.. who is he to me? nothing.. just a friend.. just
one of my friends.. i shouldn't give a damn..
somebody already owns his heart and it's not me..
and it's too impossible to.. uh... damn it! what a i
saying?! anyway, i also dont know what to do..
especially tomorrow.. ill drop by at his house then
we'll go to the megamall together.. and maybe to
the game con after that.. he said he would dress
up like gackt and so, ill dress up like mana.. juz
tripping.. they have said that your group would be
there tomorrow, all of you.. and i just don know
what to do.. i know that all of them hates me.. i
know what's on their minds.. maybe, ill juz stay
away from aki for a while.. i dont want to make a
scene.. ill just be the usual me, on my dark mode..
so dont be surprised if im alone..
REACTION: you can never stay away from him... i've proven that for so many times...
September 20, 2004 11:24 AM
like uh, i dont have any plan to take
back what i said on the bulletin board and i dont
want anyone to hurt aki.. that's all.. then, i juz kept
quiet (honestly, its because im already getting
sleepy^_^) oh well, i dont want to waste my time
and my voice for that crap..
oh, btw, ive already seen my bf.. damn.. i never
knew he looks so cute.. ahihi! looks more like
gackt of vanilla except the hair.. but damn.. whew!
i cant get him off my head.. i think that helps me
forget bout that boi.. u know who he is..
REACTION: i'm not some cover up that you can use just to forget him... you mind if i give you a dose of your own medicine?
September 21, 2004 3:21 AM
haha.. ive read her message.. hmm.. im juz
thinkin if ill also send it to aki.. so that things
would be fair between the two of us.. hahaha!
she's really funny.. she's thinkin that aki hates
me? of course not.. hehehe.. sorry for her.. aki
called me up yest and asked me to meet him
at the megamall and we really had fun.. well, is
that what you call "mad"? i dont think so..oh
well.. ^_^
nwei, bout my bf, il juz post his pic on my
friendster pics.. juz look for it asap ok.. cuz im
gin to remove it afterwards..
REACTION: you promised me you'll never talk to him again and that you'll never hook up with him again... and that was like, a month before you posted this? LIAR!
September 22, 2004 6:15 AM
he had a longer hair before but he had i cut for
school.. yaay!i never expected that he actually
looks like that.. we'll meet on the megamall this
saturday and im really psyched.. whew! my
gakutto-sama... damn... he's so cute........ i have
already convinced him before to cosplay gackt but
er.. i guess ill have a huge prob cuz aki is also
planing to cosplay gackt and im his mana.. owkei,
here comes the crap...whew! but if im goin to
choose between the two, id probably choose my
bf.. er.. i mean,it's my bf.. of course.. and he's..
gorgeous.. damn... ive been dreamin bout him all
day in school and he said he does the same thing
too.. sheesh.. i really looked stupid.. oh well..
btw, oh sure, we'll eat vanilla ice cream together
*evil smile* hehhehe.. but actually, we both love
that song..he sings and dances it for me^_^ that
little boi!! vanilla is actually my fav gackt song...
and uh...... waah! my gakutto-sama....
REACTION: i will never be your gackt! go to aki! he's the one you love anyway!