just when i thought i'd be locked up in a love long gone... just when i thought i'd forever fool myself and pretend that i'm in love... just when i thought my broken heart would never heal...

she came into my life and changed everything...

i won't go telling our story for now because stories should have an ending, right? and our story is something that i don't want to end... so if you guys want to get the details of how we ended up together, do some research on your own...

but here's one fact everyone ought to know: we've never met face to face before we became a couple... and until now, we haven't really looked into each other's eyes...

so, you guys are probably asking, "how did they fall in love?"... our situation simply proves that "you don't need eyes to see, only a heart to feel" (don't steal that quote... that's mine... i made that) when it comes to love... my girlfriend and i have proven that... of course, there are some minor complications but when it's love, it's love... you can't stop it...

and how did she change my life?

when Phoebus left me, i thought it was already my end... i completely gave up on love... i guess people were right when they said you can't "jump into conclusions" and that you should "cross the bridge when you get there"... but when i met her, all that changed... i got Love back in my life... believe it or not, i fell in love with her in less than a week since i met her...

i stopped playing the field... i knew deep in my heart that i'm damned serious about her right from the very moment i felt that i love her... and when i say serious, i'm really serious... as soon as i wake up, i looked forward to talking to her and my thoughts were filled with her... she became my inspiration and i always had this goofy smile on my face (which was so unusual of me during those times)...

imagine how much more change occured when she finally became my girlfriend...

please don't think that i'm just using her to forget my ex... don't get me wrong... i love her not because i need her to forget another girl... i love her... i don't have a reason not to... besides, love does not need a reason... you just fall in love... and that's the case with my girlfriend...

she makes me happy... i love the life i have right now because of her... she makes me smile despite the hardship... she encourages me whenever i feel like giving up...

of course it's not a one-sided thing... how i love being there for her... i love to make her laugh and i hate myself whenever she cries because of me...

man, i sure am lucky to have her... sure, we argue every now and then but that doesn't lessen what i feel for her... in fact, i love her even more after every argument... why? because i see how important she is to me and how much i really love her...

people ask me, "what does she have that Phoebus doesn't?"... i don't want to compare... perhaps they just said that because they don't really know my girlfriend... but damn, if they see how wonderful she is, they'd definitely say that she's so close to perfect, if not totally perfect... well, that's basically how i describe her...

i love her... i cannot completely describe it in words but one thing's for sure: i love her with all my heart, with all my mind, with all my soul... she means everything to me... she's my life and my death... i live for her and i'll die for her...

here's a little fact: i actually want to spend the rest of my life with her... i know its too early to say but i can't see myself with anybody else but her... there's no other person i want to share my life with... i've never really been the type who dreams about the future but its different with her (told you she changed everything)... and i guess in a few more months, i'd probably end up saying that i want to formally marry her (yes, you read that right)...

okay, i know i sound so corny but please bear with me... i'm really deeply in love with her...