this is so messed up... i hate this...

guess what? my high school friends, the Ring Wraiths (RW) are mad at me... they are complaining that eversince we got into college, i never showed up to them again and i hardly call them up or text them... they say i have time for band gigs and that i go out with my college friends anytime...

the college friends they are talking about are the G-Mix...

i have my explanation for everything... and here i go:

1. i can't go out with them because i don't have time... and when i actually do, they are the ones who are busy... our schedules just don't meet... but with G-Mix, since we have similar/same schedules, we can go out together whenever we want without any hassles...

2. RWs are not the only people i don't text... even the G-Mix... even my relatives...

they say i should at least try or even exert some effort to spend time with them... they accuse me of just using them as company, to go through high school life with people i can call my "cohorts"...

damn, its not like that...

here's my message to the Ring Wraiths:
to Rai: sure, you're the group leader and all... i've always recognized that... but your leadership doesn't cover my life... i can't just be with you guys whenever and wherever you want me to...

to Rex: stop the drama... we have too much drama going on in our lives... your sentiments are not going through my conscience (if i do have one)...

to Jack: i still recognize the group... i still see you guys as my friends... i know i haven't been with you for such a long time but i've never forgotten what you guys are to me...

to Blue: i never used you guys... i've always treated you guys as friends... no... brothers... i may have strayed but the friendship never left me... if you all want to drop me from the group because you think i'm a user, then you better get my explanation and hear me out before you finalize your decision...