i've been in a very bad situation lately... this must be the turn of the tides! yeah right...

first off, mom's kinda mad at me... though i don't know why... maybe its because she's pissed off regarding the business turn-out lately and she's pouring all the anger at me...

that's alright... if that makes you happy, mom...

second, i almost got killed yesterday when i was on my way to school... i was already late and my mom let me commute without even giving me my allowance! then some insane dude ran after me while i was walking along baclaran... that jerk! he stabbed me! imagine me running and dodging all at the same time... good thing this jeepney passed by and i immediately hopped in... since i had no handkerchief (bad... really bad), i used up almost half of my intermediate pad just to cover my wounds... i wouldn't want to freak out the other passengers... i got into the classroom as bloody as hell... my uniform was already red...

at least it saved me from my terror prof... she let me take a special exam tomorrow afternoon (wednesday)...

and today, for the hatred of hell, i expect to flunk the practical exam that i spent the whole night studying for... i hardly slept! and guess what, all of my answers to the quiz were just guesses... yeah, all guesses! serious case of mental block...

there's always a next time...

lately, my shobe (not rinoa) has been tripping on me... she's been casting spells on me... she said its for me to be a good guy... for me to stop crying like a baby whenever i get emotionally hurt or when i get frustrated... i don't know if it's working since i don't really believe in that stuff... i'll just wait and see...

on another note, the band's off to a good start... sure, we're kinda out of the underground world with the weekly gig and it's kinda picking up... and dad has this little Christmas gift for me (dad? Christmas? since when did he believe in Christmas?)... he sent the band's demo to his friend in okinawa, who is sort of a talent scout for a recording company in japan... his friend liked our demo and offered us a 3-record deal, but we have to do it in japan... martin's psyched about it but justin and JR aren't... me? i'm neutral...