this may be the end...

the 24 hour-deadline is almost up... only one more hour to go... still, no word from my beloved...

what a memory i am to bring... her last message to me: "leave me alone"...

there is still so much that i want to tell you... but this may be my final hour...

let this be an open letter to you, my most beloved...

i have liked you even before i met you... my friends, they have such good words about you... that became the spark... it made me interested in actually knowing you...

but that faithful night of february 28,2004 is a night i will never ever forget... that's the night we actually met, my love... and not long after that, i fell in love with you...

it was a long journey before we actually ended up together but that journey was so beautiful... it consisted of such lovely memories for the two of us... the joy, the pain, the tears, it was all worth it...

june 3, 2004 - how could i ever forget? it is the happiest moment of my life, the day you became mine... it started a love that i still believe is meant to traverse the end of time...

we were never a perfect couple... but you are, and still is, the perfect girl for me... the one i would always love... even after i take my last breath...

before i forget, let me say this...

i already knew your condition even before you told me about it... i have always felt that something about you is not okay... i felt the situation and i know that it is not in my hands to control it...

and before my time runs out, i decided to take a chance... you know i don't want to lose you... that's why i proposed to you...

you know how happy i was when you said yes? my heart leaped into seventh heaven! i was telling myself, "i'll never let anything happen to you... i'll take care of you... i'd rather sell my soul to the devil if you depart from this world before i do"...

you are the reason why i live... and i believe that you are the reason why i'm even in this world...

but now that you are gone, i don't see a point why i should even be here...

please do not ever forget that i love you...