welcome back, valmont...

the long drive from the airport to the house drained my energy, though i don't know why... guess i was just really tired... i kept changing my position in the backseat... it also irritated me that jc chasez's album was playing in the car... but i was too tired to complain to the driver...

let him have his way... things will change in a few more days anyway...

one thing i noticed about the house, almost nothing changed... i thought dad had the place renovated? well, looks like i have to do the job... and believe me, that's something my folks won't like at all...

okay, one room did change and it is my bedroom... its now painted navy blue and the floor's got those glass fragments all over (so its highly recommended that people don't go walking barefoot in my bedroom unless you guys want your feet to bleed)... and now i have my own chandelier! cool... but dad knows me too well... guess what? i've got my own dancefloor... haha! my room's pretty difficult to imagine, ain't it?

weird... complicated... i like it...

funny thing is that up to now, instead of lounging comfortably somewhere, i still haven't taken a single rest... i got to work right away... grabbed my suit and drove to the office... a lot of paperwork waiting for me...

damn it...

look, i know i love to read but to read documents and contracts? business letters? hell no! i guess my only consolation's the fact that i've got a beautiful secretary... hehehehe... i'm just kidding! she's an old geezer... she reminds me of my first year second semester prof in theology... but she's really nice...

so far, i've been going from one meeting to another, shaking hands with a head honcho or flirting my way to get a business deal... okay, maybe i ain't really flirting... just using my charm... haha! anyway, my damned phone hardly ever stops ringing... i think it would be better for me to just glue this thing onto my ear...

i've only been here for a day but it already feels like a month... and i haven't had any sleep yet! good grief... and i think i should just marry this fucked up pc and type my life away...

but then again, there's no way i'm gonna marry this pc... and there's no way i'm gonna break down on this whole new life... i've got people waiting for me back in manila...

shobe: save those mooncakes! i'll eat them with you...
aya: take care of miku...
miaka: as soon as i learn to swim! haha!
saki: i will design your bedroom!
rina: i'd rather die than miss your debut...
beij: dude! yun lang... dude... haha!
YOU: zutto dai suki...

another thing that's really getting on my nerves right now is the fact that i can't stop singing the damned theme from "save the last dance for me"! blame it on my sisters... they love the series... and they kept singing that before i left manila... and now, it's stuck in my head!

Give My Love
Edward Chun

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night¡¦

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night

I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

i've tried to drown myself in gackt's music but to no avail... hell... i feel so miserable...

ibalik niyo na ako sa 'pinas!