it went fine this morning...
texted my plushie, played with P.A.... heck, i even got to spend the whole afternoon talking to my plushie over the phone!
then went online... had a YM confe with my plushie, my baby and my baby alien... got to talk to white mage too (made me conclude that the world is really too small)...
everything seemed to be perfect...
but it all crashed after that...
first, it was my tagboard...unknown: yeah, right go flood. you never became loyal to me, my vampire... and HER boyfriend really wanted her off his life, he just keeps her in fear that he would get rejected by many if he did so.
unknown: and yeah. he told me once he'd rather stay by my side than listen to her rants. hell, she even said i was beautiful, now she calls me a bitch? tell your 'baby' not to be insecure. and get a life..
so i replied...J: how i wish i did that. that i didn't waste all those months giving up everyone and everything for you! YOU're the one who was never loyal! besides, you never really loved me!
J: you love aki. that's the reason why you keep on lying. i know aki loves marsy no matter what the hell you say, no matter what the hell you do. why should anyone be insecure coz of you?
J: you're nothing compared to my plushie and marsy. in every single aspect. you expected na hahabulin ulit kita? no way!
J: i won't let you hurt me again. and please, huwag ka magpapansin sa tagboard ko. kausapin mo ko sa YM or sa FC.
J: really, my dear ex, you're the one who should get a life...
then some creep came along...Lycant Shroud: "Lost be blood that does not understand it's kin. Found is she who has courage to leave hers."
Lycant Shroud: "Forsaken is he who denies her existence. Damned are those who seek to destroy her."
Lycant Shroud: Milady Marionette, go forth. I shall back thee. To you all who dare take quarrel, you face me. I will not allow another squander to ensue. And that is beyond contestation. You know who I am."
i got pissed off, so...J: lycant shroud, if you're her friend, whoever you are, stay out of this... damn it... naghanap pa ng kakampi...
my baby alien got into the action too...mars: carol... I called you CUTE not beautiful XD my gosh... anung dictionary gamit mo? so pray tell me, why is he still with me and not with you?
mars: carol the only insecurity i will ever have because of you is that you're too liberated and free. While I follow the rules of my family XD
mars: magimbento ka pa ng storya... I HAVE LOGS THAT PROVE EVERYTHING unlike you na sa net cafe lang. Mangarap ka na maging kayo ni soul or aki because it will stay that way. libre lng mangarap
my brother got a little headache over the whole thing...AKi: Uh... Sorry, I shouldn't have come here...
even nessa joined the fun... i know she still reads my blog though... and no, i ain't mad at her... really... and yeah, thanks!Nessa: Soul i know you're mad at me but.. wth. Lycant... PILIPINO KA, TOL! Di sayo bagay magpaka-Shakespearre. mali mali pa grammar mo. Ayusin mo ha? Need help? I'd teach you. XD
Nessa: May bayad mangarap ng ganon kataas, dear! BUHAY! AMP!
i thought it would be over... as usual, i turned to my plushie for comfort... i was about to go to bed when i received this message..."she's only playing you around... why do you believe her? why do you love her this much kahit niloloko ka lang niya?"
i swear i felt my world crumble right before my eyes... (and someone's smiling while reading those lines... /heh)
there's no way in this whole damned world that my plushie will do that to me... no way... i trust her... she ain't like them... she's different...
still, i'm really confused...
i guess my only consolation is that my brother's realized something good tonight... i just hope he'll actually keep his word...aki_bro : The moment I see her I'll Plant her face into a concrete wall or an asphalt floor
aki_bro : never calll Carol Aina... you're disgracing the japanese culture...
aki_bro : Carol is a wannabe japanese shit... Japan has a high standard of accepting one to be one...
gackt: the solution is to destroy your creation
aki_bro : The problem is, I HAVE NO CREATION!
gackt: carol claims that you created her
aki_bro : NO!
aki_bro : That's the worst insult ever! well, next to being called a playboy...
aki_bro : but anyway... THAT"S THE WORSE!
gackt: what are you planning to do?
aki_bro : only one thing to do...
aki_bro : release negativity
gackt: how?
aki_bro : By all means...
aki_bro : Through that damn chester? Or that bitch (Pardon the language) Carol?
gackt: i'd go with carol
aki_bro : yeah?
aki_bro : well I'd go with both, one isn't enough...
aki_bro : actually i'm not sure if TWO is enough but... I'll think of something...
gackt: then do both
and believe it or not...aki_bro : but hey bro!
aki_bro : I need you to be there when I start releasing...
gackt: i'd watch
aki_bro : No... don't watch...
aki_bro : You have to stop me if I get out of control...
gackt: i won't control you
gackt: i'll let you rage
aki_bro : ...
aki_bro : I might hurt others...
gackt: i don't care
gackt: what matters is that you release your anger
aki_bro : Bro thanks! I love you haha!
just a little sibling bonding moment back there... 
