as a dancer
i've always danced to the music
perfectly and with ease
whatever the rhythm may be
except for rock.
in one competition i joined
i danced with you.
we were the perfect couple.
the dips and twirls
under the spotlight
together with the crowd
we amazed them
the music kept playing
varying, different genres
and we never failed
to wow the audience
until rock played.
we slipped and failed to sway
we we very off-beat
it was then i realized
we crashed together
it was my last competition.
it became my last dance.
i hope it won't be the same for you.i refuse to apologize...
what for? i've already let you down, i ruined your trust - the kind of trust that the prince of lies doesn't deserve yet you still gave, because you loved me...
yes, loved... because after what i did, i don't expect you to still love me...
i broke my promise, just like any other promise i've made to you... though i didn't mean to, i lied once again... i didn't want to but i got so scared of how you will react once i told you the truth...
the child in you hates being lied to...
to think that it is such a simple request - you want me to stop lying and begin to fully trust you - that means so much to you...
love cannot live where there is no trust...
should i think that this feeling i have for you is not love? if it isn't, then what is it? is it a lie just like everything else i said before my revelation?
then i'm living a lie... because it is this lie that gives me the will to survive through another agonizing day without you by my side... it is this lie that practically keeps me alive...
my love is a lie...
i can't blame you for believing that...
but please let me at least fulfill one of the promises i made...
mom, this is none of your fault... its nobody else's fault but mine... i love you...
dad, see you in hell - unless you start treating mom right...
rayne, you're my best best friend...
beij, dude... dude...
everyone else, don't be a jerk like me...just one more day and it will be over...
